The
wetness of my bed woke me up before I heard the commotion around me
I
put my hand to my eyes more out of confusion than anything else
Then
I felt it, my room was wet, dark and cold, something wasn’t right
My
hand went from my face to my chest; eyes wide open in fear…..
“My
Child! Where is my daughter?”
I
quickly jump out of bed and land into a pool of water,
I
slip and fall out of shock and the ice coldness
I
get back on my feet before I even bother to think of what is happening,
I
open my door and more water seems to flow towards me
Where
did this come from?
Who
did this?
I
have to find my child
Now
I hear the noise, people are shouting names
Not
so bright reflections from Flashlights I see through the window
I
shout out my daughter’s name,
I
run down my hallway towards her room
I
shout again and I still don’t get a response
Her
door is ajar and she isn’t there
My
fear can’t be real, my raging heartbeat threatening to burst through my ears
My
front door is wide open and I run outside
The
water seems to be getting higher,
I
walk around blindly, shouting my child’s name
There
is something terribly wrong
The
screams are louder, the fear in the air can be sliced
My
neighbors are running, mothers are yelling, children are crying
Some
are trying but failing to hold on to some belongings
I
see an old man just stand in the corner, looking up into the sky, hands raised
He
doesn’t seem to be making any effort to escape like other people
The
chaos I see stops me in my tracks; holding on to my gate as I stand chest deep
in water
I
have never seen this before; I feel like I'm about to have a heart attack…….
……….it’s
been 4 days and I can’t find my daughter.
I’m
sitting on the floor in a makeshift refugee camp for displaced people
“Displaced?
Four days ago I had a home, a child and a thriving business and now I’m called
a displaced person?”
I
still have on my body the T-shirt and wrapper I fell asleep in the night before
that dreadful experience
I
wandered in the floods looking for my child, no one came to help me, I didn’t
eat, I didn’t sleep and now I’m sure I didn’t breathe
For
I was dead, something left me the day I moved through the dirty water that
refused to go away looking for my daughter.
I walked into something, I thought it was just
floating clothes so I moved it away with my hand but my finger got hooked and
as I tried to remove it I recognized what I had touched- a body, long dead and
almost completely decomposed.
I
looked up and realized I had wandered into a cemetery, the floods had moved
bodies out of their place.
I
turned and walked towards another direction, there was no need to scream, no
one would hear or help. What difference would expressing disgust make? I had a
child to find…….
………The
ground had literally shifted beneath us
It’s
been 13 days, I found my child, I found her body
She
has swollen to double her size, she has gone dark and her once flawless skin
looks stretched
I
sit and stare at her for a long time, fighting anyone who tries to take her
away from me
There
are no more tears.
I
had cleared a path for my child; a perfect journey totally different yet better
than the one I’ve had to walk
And
now she’ll never get to her destination.
She
was all I had, my best friend; wise beyond her years; always seeing through the
hard front I put up as her only parent
We
saved each other from everything…….apparently not this one
This
was beyond the strength I had ‘built’ over the years, I had no control
She
has never been afraid of water, even in the bath tub as a baby
The
cool breeze that accompanied the closeness of the water to our house,
She
always loved to take walks and feel the serenity the water brought
And
now it had turned its back on her, taking away the life she didn’t owe it
Within
seconds, without warning, a beautiful blessing had become an ugly curse………
Hmmm, please what inspired this poignant peace. movvveeed beyond words. I hope its fiction. (some guy who thinks you are just one happy person[Met you at shaunz Bar on 28th March '13]
ReplyDelete:)Fiction 'based on actual happenings'. Lol @ happy person
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